Here I am. Day 32 of my cycle and I've gotten one pink line after another. I don't know why I expect to ever see two. My cycles are 28-30 days and here I am, 2 days late, and not pregnant. Apparently my body is pretty messed up from being on meds and then off of them again.
On a positive note, I didn't start over the holiday. It was a good thing because if I would have the doctor wanted to put me on birth control to push my period to where he wanted it (to avoid having to see me during the holiday). Pretty absurd in my opinion. It's like inducing someone to avoid having to work on Christmas. It's just not right, not natural. Then again, what I'm doing isn't really all that natural either.
Today, I'm trying not to hang my head. I'm trying to be positive and have hopes that maybe God is preparing my body for a miracle within the next several months. Today, I sit and wait, wait for mother nature to come so I can go back to the doctor and start round two of the injections. I'm ready already. I hate this waiting game.
On to month 27....soon. I hope.
~Jess
Waiting is no fun!! Good luck this month.
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